Khloé Kardashian hasn’t journaled in years, and the rationale she stopped is fairly traumatic.
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The truth star opened up a few scary second throughout her marriage to Lamar Odom, throughout which she watched her then-husband destroy all of her journals.
“I haven’t journaled in years,” Khloé started on the Nov. 19 episode of her podcast, Khloé in Marvel Land, per TMZ. “I used to like to journal. I had a number of journals that I journaled actually my life away, and I beloved it and every little thing was in these journals.”
She continued, “I bear in mind my ex-husband was going via it. he was having a tricky time and he was extremely paranoid and located these journals that he knew I did on a regular basis and was studying them and was simply satisfied that I used to be taking notes and sending them to the federal government or one thing loopy.”
The Good American founder went on to speak about simply how upset she was by Lamar’s actions, saying the second left her “sobbing” and “screaming.”
“He threw all of them into a hearth in entrance of me and I bear in mind sobbing, tears streaming down my face,” Khloé defined. “I may bear in mind me on my knees screaming. It was years of my life in these journals! They meant to a lot to me, and it was years.”
She went on, “I simply bear in mind it was at my previous home in our master suite on my knees screaming, sobbing, and that was the final time I journaled, as a result of I simply felt like, ‘Wow, that was taken away in a f***ing blink.’ What was the purpose?”
Kardashian opening up about this incident comes after Lamar took to social media to share throwback images of him and Khloé collectively. Although he didn’t present any clarification, he captioned the images with phrases like “grace carried me when power couldn’t” and “ache doesn’t scare me anymore.”
The previous couple reunited for the primary time since their 2016 divorce on an episode of The Kardashians earlier this yr. Following their interplay, Khloé opened up about what it was like filming the scene with Odom, to whom she was married for seven years.
“That was so emotionally draining for me,” she mentioned on her podcast in July. “Not seeing somebody for 10 years is loopy, however I believe additionally seeing that individual and being on digital camera, there have been a number of various factors.”
“It was unhappy as a result of he was so unusual to me,” she continued. “I didn’t know him, however but I knew him so properly. I didn’t suppose I might really feel that awkward round somebody that I’ve identified so deeply.”
